2001-12-09, 11:01 p.m.,

2nd entry today, i always seem to do these things in 2's.

katelyn randomly asks me today "would you be upset if i died?" what kind of question is that.

I said to her "why would you ask me something like that? thats horrible."

and she says "i dunno, just wondering."

and i sat there, reding my book and all the sudden my chest just got so tight and i started crying a bit and i just wanted to say to her "i've already lost one girlfriend, yes i'd be upset." how could she ask me that? I think she sits around and just thinks up things to say to hurt me on purpose, as some sort of punnishment for hurting her, i wish i understood....

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