This are looking so different lately, views are changing.
Everytime I go home to visit my family (and I mean everytime since 1994.) My mom says to me "make sure to go visit your grandmom because she might not be around for next time."
This time it's gonna be true.
She's been very very ill as long as I can remember and it looks like this time she won't make it until I get home for Christmas. It's a blessing for her really, but I can hear my mom's heart pulling apart thread by thread.